It is our sin that separates us from God.

I can see when I look back through my life how Gods hand has been on my life since I was born and how he has had plans for my life. He brought my adopted auntie into my life when I was a baby who wheeled me to church in my pram. I believed there was a God but I didn’t know or have any experiences of this God.  I started asking questions when I was 14 years of age to which I didn’t get answers that made me want to stay and follow Christ. I did still believe there is a God but even Satan knows God.

It was my auntie who had inherited from her mother through ancestral sin a spirit of divination, which meant she could read palms and tell you things about the future. At this age of 14 and just starting to get interested in a certain boy, I wanted to know if anything would come of it, so she would tell me what she saw and she would get pictures as she looked at my palm. I enjoyed hearing what she had to say and would want more information each time I saw her; little did I know I was enquiring from Satan’s kingdom. Nothing is a free gift in his kingdom; he always wants something in return and enquiring of his kingdom started to become addictive.

It was shortly after having my palm read that Satan came to me one night and I froze, the fear I felt was awful and he had his hands round my throat wanting to strangle me, I could not call out for help, i was paralysed so much that i couldn’t use my voice. The demonic attack did come to an end and it was real to me even though no one would have been able to see anything.

This had never happened to me until I enquired of Satan; I had sinned against God as I hadn’t relied on him and had opened the door for demons to enter me. Those demons cloud your mind; it was a downhill turn in my life after that point.

Eze 18:23 Do I take any pleasure in the death of the wicked? declares the Sovereign Lord. Rather, am I not pleased when they turn from their ways and live?



I came back to the Lord at the age of 26 and got all the answers to those questions id been asking at an earlier age, I very soon got taken under the wing of a couple who prayed for me to be baptised in the spirit and ever since then there has been no turning back or ever will be, I am now ruined for the Lord and that is all I want now, to serve him to speak for him, to save souls, set the captives free and heal the sick. There is so much joy in the Lord nothing can compare with it.

God wants good things for you, he wants the best for you, he wants you to have life and have it in all its fullness. It is the sin in our lives that hinders that fullness of life; it is our sin that deserves the punishment of death and eternal separation from God.

God’s desire is for us to turn away from our sin and repent so that we can live. God hates sin, when we choose not to forgive, we can allow access to demons of e.g anger, bitterness, and revenge to enter and this sin gives birth to death.

Rom 6:23 for the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.


I was taught that palmistry was the occult and that it is an abomination to the Lord, when I had the realization of this I was then able to turn away from it and ask God for forgiveness and ask him to fill those areas of my life where I had allowed Satan entrance in my life.
I had also involved myself with healing from Satan's kingdom; I had two warts on my hand and I was told by my ex mother in law that if I gave her a piece of meat she would bury it in the ground, say a few words over it and my warts would go, to my surprise they did go away. A couple of years later when I repented of the occult, the warts grew back exactly where they had been and I got rid of them with a silver nitrate stick. Today knowing Jesus as my healer i would just take the authority I have been given in the name of Jesus and command them to go.

Eze 18:27 -28 But if a wicked man turns away from the wickedness he has committed and does what is just and right, he will save his life. Because he considers all the offenses he has committed and turns away from them, he will surely live; he will not die.



Repentance means to turn away from, to change your mind, to regret, to change your heart and mind, turning away from sin and turning to God.
God takes no pleasure in death that is why he has made a way through Jesus Christ for us to live and gain eternal life.

Rom 5:8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
God has given his only son to suffer in every way so you don’t have to but if you choose to harden your heart to God you will separate yourself from God and eternal life

Eph 4:17-18 so I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts.


The only way to Jesus Christ and salvation from our sins is through confession and repentance of our sins.

Rom 3:23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. We are all guilty and need of Jesus Christ as our savior.



Sin in our lives has consequences that affect our lives and keep us from receiving the full blessings of God. Sin opens the door for demons to enter, to attack and influence your mind causing your mind to become dulled or confused, It can bring disease upon your body and cause problems in your spiritual life.
When you sin, you sin against God, yourself and others.

For repentance to take place we need to have a conviction of sin in our lives we sometimes need to be taught what is of God and what is of Satan's kingdom, secondly we need to be sorry for the sin and take steps to turn away from it and turn to God who will save us, only God can forgive us for our sins.

Rom 12:1 -2 therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God, this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is, his good, pleasing and perfect will.


Therefore Repent for the kingdom of heaven is here, its an open heaven, Jesus is praying for you and all of heaven looks on, allow God to restore your soul and walk the path that leads to life.